Casey Mills

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POETRY

I Can Feel It

the children screamed behind smoky walls of sparkler spit
we shuffled on the outskirts, warning, encouraging
feeding off their warmth and delight
joy a form of thanksgiving
the Lord adores most

deep in my pocket I can feel the message God sent
oily chunk of binder paper, folded over and over
and over again, I can feel it burning with the joy-screams
flung up as spent sparkles
rain to the ground


Sacred, Scared

where cotton meets skin
at the top of your hip
my hand often settles,
holding you to sleep

much I didn’t have time to share
some I couldn’t bear to reveal
as your breath slows, here come dreams,
crossing bridges wet with rain

when this grows tiresome
I turn away and begin to touch
all the thoughts I’ve kept as my own,
sacred friends, sacred enemies


“Gut-Punched,” read by Casey Mills.

Gut-Punched

never thought I needed forgiveness
until it came like a gut punch
forcing me to drop all the pretty things
I’d been carrying towards salvation

as treasures erupted in shards at my feet
I stood there empty-handed
and realized never had my hands
been so free to pray

to give thanks, to glorify, to ask
wading deeper into rivers of humility
pulling ribbons of holy love from my chest
and sending them twisting toward the sky


Casey Mills writes poems early in the morning before his kids and the sun wake up. He has poetry appearing or forthcoming in Ekstasis, Amethyst Review, and Solid Food Press.


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